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Monday, August 23, 2010

"MY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS"

It's been a week and I have not remember a day within this week that I slept for more than 4 hours .. and yes it's because It's "MID-TERMS WEEK". pressure, brain rattling and mind cracking experiences name it and I got it. whew! 2 consecutive days of eating equations, graphs and the never-ending dillema of X and Y. still, I can't get the hang of it!, but the dillema doesn't stop there I still need to organize and direct a musical play in which our concept started from scratch and believe me, an hour presentation cannot be preapared in just a week. directing, scriptwriting, choreographing and slowly DYING inside. can u see my difficult transition from quantitaive to qualitative? from solving to dancing, acting, and directing? not only that, another thing pops up and conflicts with my studying and directing, DEBATING .. palakasan is fast approaching and I need to attend practices to enhance my reasoning, logic and matter and of course to be able to compete preparedly, not just being physically prepared but intellectually also. All of these important things are clashing in a span of one week and I can't manage my time. I just wish I can go to the highest peak of a mountain and scream to the heavens above just so I can release my depressions and worries then I'll snap back to reality and face all of my dillema's with ease and poise but when will I find time to do that mountain screaming?? anyways, just got to face the music, this is what I want and this is the price I have to pay if I want to be succesful in the near future, I need to temporarily sacrifice my social life just so I can overcome these responsibilities. FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!! "Nothing is impossible if I just persevere and believe in myself". wish me luck ..:)

Friday, August 6, 2010

"NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE"


"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination." -by Tommy Lacorda ..

A wonderful saying that reminds me that I can dream as much as I can as long as i do my best to make my dreams happen! believe it or not, I keep telling the story which lies behind this saying to my block mates and friends. The thing that I can't understand is why I keep on remembering this saying and it's like I want to tell everyone about this story due to it's significance and It's unseemly important thought. These past couple of weeks have been too much for me and I usually forget to do things that I should do and still up to now, I'm super busy and catching up with my missed lessons .. but I love the pressure and busyness because It's like I'm being discovered and people are slowly realizing that I have so much to give and that I also have the potential to be someone who is worth knowing and I was so happy because I was accepted in the different teams that I dreamt to be a part of and I don't want to site these goals because I don't want to sound like bragging about my accomplishments, the thing is that I'm happy and hopefully there is still much to come for me and I know that there will be because nothing is impossible if I just do all my best to make it possible ... and of course with the help and guidance of Our beloved GOD ..!