" FAILURE and SUCCESS"

What a week! .. Just as I thought that I got the preliminary exams covered and taken care of, guess I was wrong ! the worst part is that this mind-cracking experience is not yet over. It was just the beginning and who would have thought that MATH 17 would be that hard? let me answer , EVERYONE of course ! I just can't describe what I'm feeling right now .. I studied and stayed up late for a couple of days just to study Math and then during the exam this morning, all of those numbers just rumbled in my mind and it was like I forgot everything . and the bad luck doesn't stop there, I had to skip the laboratory preliminary exam because I ran out of computers and that would mean that I will provide my own and I was not even informed about that. talk about BAD LUCK ! obviously when the gods and goddesses sprayed good luck in the world, I was not yet born because I got none . now, I understand why student's in IIT would commit suicide but the only difference is that my understanding is broader and more practical because I wouldn't do such a thing that would give my mom so much pain, even though I stumbled in my preliminary exams in Math and Computer Science, still I promise myself to regain it in the succeeding exams not only in these subjects but in all of my subjects . I bet that next week will be worse than this week, seven preliminary exams for a week, now this is what I call, A CHALLENGE! got to get at least 75% in all my exams for next week .. I'll start with that goal first, small things before big things, I'll take it one step at a time and hope that Papa Jesus will be on my side and guide me to the path that I should go ..

"A Walk to Remember"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V96uhfQ0x9A

"Search the link above and watch the trailer"

I really like this novel which is written by Nicholas Sparks and i was 2nd year high school when my Math teacher told me that she keeps on reading this novel three times already and still she never gets tired of reading it all over again and she suggested that we should watch that movie because even if that movie was out long time ago, my classmates and I have never heard about it and we have planned that before we look for the DVD of the movie, we should buy the novel first and pass it to one another until all of us have read it and then we bought the DVD and cried a lot of tears .. the novel and the movie were fantastic, after i read the novel, i assumed that the movie will be great and it really was !! reading the novel and watching the movie was a great plan to be done because it's like while you're reading you're imagining the happenings and by watching the movie, it's like all you have imagined came true !


P.S. try reading the novel "A Walk to Remember" by Nicholas Sparks ..
I promise you, Nicholas won't let you down !!

"My Purgatory"

Activity No. 1
"We try, we fail, we try, we fail but the only time we fail is when we stop trying .."
For most of you, this maybe just a line but for me it's my goal setter .. in life we encounter many
challenges and difficulties but every time i think of this line, i regain courage and strength to fight for the betterment of my future ! I'm just 16 years old but i have a lot of dreams to dream .. dreams to achieve and convert to reality but what can i say, these dreams remains to be a dream until i make it happen !
10 years from now, i want to be a president of my own programming company ..
corporations wanting to merge with my company but never have they achieved ..
"Ala Monica, El sistema" the most famous independent company of all time, IT park's worse nightmare !!
*giggles* not only that, i will provide my mom her own personal mansion as well as myself and 25 brand new cars from all over the world !
alas! what a wonderful dream but of course before i achieve those dreams, i need to work hard for it and my first step is to graduate of course, not just an ordinary student in IIT but the best student ever produced by this institution .. how will i achieve it?? well, by studying hard and taming quizzes and exams as a HOBBY! to achieve these dreams, i have to love and enjoy misery because there's no way i can attain all of these just by chilling out ..!
BOTTOM LINE is, i need to eat lessons and hopefully in the near future, i can get it out of my system fully processed and ready for battle ..!
but before all of these ambitions happen, I'm still hanging confused ! nowhere to go, uncertain future and living in a PURGATORY .. i just hope that 10 years from now, i can go to HEAVEN and avoid HELL ..