" FAILURE and SUCCESS"

What a week! .. Just as I thought that I got the preliminary exams covered and taken care of, guess I was wrong ! the worst part is that this mind-cracking experience is not yet over. It was just the beginning and who would have thought that MATH 17 would be that hard? let me answer , EVERYONE of course ! I just can't describe what I'm feeling right now .. I studied and stayed up late for a couple of days just to study Math and then during the exam this morning, all of those numbers just rumbled in my mind and it was like I forgot everything . and the bad luck doesn't stop there, I had to skip the laboratory preliminary exam because I ran out of computers and that would mean that I will provide my own and I was not even informed about that. talk about BAD LUCK ! obviously when the gods and goddesses sprayed good luck in the world, I was not yet born because I got none . now, I understand why student's in IIT would commit suicide but the only difference is that my understanding is broader and more practical because I wouldn't do such a thing that would give my mom so much pain, even though I stumbled in my preliminary exams in Math and Computer Science, still I promise myself to regain it in the succeeding exams not only in these subjects but in all of my subjects . I bet that next week will be worse than this week, seven preliminary exams for a week, now this is what I call, A CHALLENGE! got to get at least 75% in all my exams for next week .. I'll start with that goal first, small things before big things, I'll take it one step at a time and hope that Papa Jesus will be on my side and guide me to the path that I should go ..