"MY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS"

It's been a week and I have not remember a day within this week that I slept for more than 4 hours .. and yes it's because It's "MID-TERMS WEEK". pressure, brain rattling and mind cracking experiences name it and I got it. whew! 2 consecutive days of eating equations, graphs and the never-ending dillema of X and Y. still, I can't get the hang of it!, but the dillema doesn't stop there I still need to organize and direct a musical play in which our concept started from scratch and believe me, an hour presentation cannot be preapared in just a week. directing, scriptwriting, choreographing and slowly DYING inside. can u see my difficult transition from quantitaive to qualitative? from solving to dancing, acting, and directing? not only that, another thing pops up and conflicts with my studying and directing, DEBATING .. palakasan is fast approaching and I need to attend practices to enhance my reasoning, logic and matter and of course to be able to compete preparedly, not just being physically prepared but intellectually also. All of these important things are clashing in a span of one week and I can't manage my time. I just wish I can go to the highest peak of a mountain and scream to the heavens above just so I can release my depressions and worries then I'll snap back to reality and face all of my dillema's with ease and poise but when will I find time to do that mountain screaming?? anyways, just got to face the music, this is what I want and this is the price I have to pay if I want to be succesful in the near future, I need to temporarily sacrifice my social life just so I can overcome these responsibilities. FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!! "Nothing is impossible if I just persevere and believe in myself". wish me luck ..:)